When I missed my…

People miss their train, they miss bus, they forget their things in Auto. But me.. I am a legend. You know what, people like me will always do outstanding things. I missed my flight. How.. This is actually very embarrassing time in my life. Everyone was laughing at me, some people were angry at me. I still don’t know why and how it happened. How could I? So many how's were there.

Let me try putting it in words for you. One fine day or evening I think, I planned with few friends to visit Washington DC. So I booked my flight till New York and from there bus tour for DC. As usual after researching for lowest rate and time etc. Everything was perfect and planned. And grrrrr.. I still don’t know from where it went into my thick head, that my flight is at 8 PM.(Flight was at 7 pm) . I had asked Jiten to drop me to airport. At 6 he called, and we decided we will start at 6:30. I just opened my laptop to confirm flight, and I was shocked..I have no word what I felt after that. Suddenly I realized it’s at 7 pm. I took my bags, called Jiten. I bet he never drove that fast in life. But it was too late, flight was gone, and that was the last flight on that day. So no hopes were left. I had ruined all the plans with my one mistake. From airport, we went out for dinner. I was in so bad mood, was not even able to eat. I had lost almost all senses I think. Not sure, what I was doing or talking. It was sleepless night for me. Next 2 days were very painful. Everyone who knew, I was going to travel, was surprised and maybe was laughing at me. How could she? She is a big fool. Some were angry at me as I flushed their plans too and I know some still are.

Later, I tried to convince myself with saying things like, this happened for good and all logic. But I am myself not yet convinced. This incident kind of took off my confidence. Till date, I am afraid of booking any flight or make any plans. Always this fear inside me will tell me; something wrong will happen if I travel. म्हणतात ना दुधानी तोंड पोळलं की माणूस ताकही फुंकून पितो, माझं थोड़ं तसं झालंय .. Before that, I was responsible and matured person as per lot of people. But I proved myself as irresponsible and a fool in front of everyone.

I can never forget how this one flight took so many things away from me. Things I had gained in past few years. And will never forgive myself for doing this. Well, it was just one hour difference. And I never had any intention to do so. And still things were ruined.

With time, these memories are kind of going away now and I am moving ahead. My friends truly helped me to get my lost confidence back. Now, everyone asks me to forward my flight itinerary and I get at least 7-8 calls to remind me flight time. :) I believe that’s one treasure I have and can never afford to lose it, even if I am gonna miss 100 flights like this.

I am planning for new travels now. Surely there will be new adventures; some new stupidity of mine will be there. And do you all remember Jab We Met. अगर करीना याने के गीत ट्रेन miss नही करती, तो क्या पिक्चर आगे बनती . नहीं ना :)
Then maybe I missed my flight to start with my movie :) what say!!!!

Jaane Tu ya Jaane Naa... From My View

Typical bollywood cute love story with joys and sorrows, happiness and heartbreaks, laughter, songs and fights…and a happy climax at airport. Jai Singh Rathore aka Rats, and Aditi aka Meow are best friends. Jai and Aditi are perfect for each other. Friends know this. Parents know this. Everybody knows this but do Rats and Meow know? Can two people ever, truly, know the secrets of their hearts?

Movie left me with few questions. Can a girl and boy ever be best friends? This one is Hum Tum question. Love does come in between them. Answer is always smthing like “एक लड़का और लड़की कभी दोस्त नही हो सकते .. ये प्यार बीच में आ जाता है”. Hmm.. I don’t no nor I am sure. Yeah, but You can never be friends again once love comes in between.

Now coming to some funny couples in movie… Rotlu likes Aditi and Bombs like Jai. Rotlu and Bombs come together becaz they don’t want to be alone. Will such relationships sustain kind of based on liking or disliking someone else? Well.. but then one thing was proved. Never cry for someone who was never yours and will never be. Better look for other options then.

Sushant is very handsome, possessive, rude, kind of violent.. But he can easily impress any girl. There are so many Sushants around us. Aditi is not wrong if she chose Sushant. On very first impression Sushant really looks perfect. Even I liked him. :) Is it really possible to know how someone really is? Sometimes even years pass still you can't figure it out. Since it’s a movie, he exposes himself i front of Aditi. Real life Sushant will never get exposed. I am not supporting him but still isn't it obvious that he would go mad... His fiancee is planning to go away from him for 3 long years and finally is in love with someone else. Haha.. Personally even I would go nuts if my fiance plans to go away like this :) Hmm.. he is portrayed more dark to show Jai good boy.

Then lets come to Meghana. She is a sweet girl. Jai and Meghana are dating. Looks like Meghana really likes him. But probably Jai is just dating her to show everyone, that he is not in love with Aditi. Is it fair with Meghana? What's her fault? She has never hided anything from Jai even her weirdness. It was in fact Jai's turn to understand her and help her with her problems. But he is now only thinking about Aditi, that too because he is now jealous. Why do we never realize our feelings unless we see our beloved with someone else? We hurt some innocent people in this who are not responsible for any of these things and eventually even lose beloved ones too. I am not saying that he/she is wrong or right. But no one has any rights to play with someone's life. In real life, imagine what will happen to Meghana and Sushant. Have they done any crime? But just because 2 people are not true or do not know or try to hide their feelings, 4 people suffer in all.

There are few more characters in movie like Aditi's mom and Dad, her brother. I really liked her Mom's character. Maybe because of experience, but she talks the truth of life. We all keep looking for that special someone. But we tend to forget those special someone already around us. We lose them in search of some unknown fantasy. Both her parents are respecting her decision, supporting her and even her brother.Then I just thought about Jai's mom and Dad. 2 extremely opposite people are married. Imagine if Jai's dad was alive, what would have happened in real life. Was it possible for them to stay together? We laugh when he is behind frame. But if it was real, it wouldn't be so easy. Don’t you think so?

Well... Enough I guess. I have already ruined this sweet love story. Sorry to all Jane tu fans. One good thing I believed here, that your best friend can become love of your life. You just need to change perspective. So one should never restrict any relation with some name or some criteria like this one has to be my friend for life time or my love has to be like this and all.. And more all you never know..

And, isn't it true That Known Devil Is Always Better Than Unknown Ghost? !!!!


जाने तू या जाने ना, माने तू या माने ना !!!!!!

कोई दीवाना कहता है .. डॉ. कुमार विश्वास

कोई दीवाना कहता हैं कोई पागल समझता हैं,
मगर धरती की बेचैनी को बस बादल समझता हैं,
मैं तुझसे दूर कैसा हूँ ,तू मुझसे दूर कैसी हैं,
यह तेरा दिल समझता हैं या मेरा दिल समझता हैं

के मोहोब्बत एक एहसासों की पावन सी कहानी हैं,
कभी कबीरा दीवाना था कभी मीरा दीवानी हैं,
यहाँ सब लोग कहते हैं मेरी आखों में आंसू हैं,
जो तू समझे तोः मोती हैं जो ना समझे तोः पानी हैं

मत पूँछ की क्या हाल है मेरा तेरे आगे ,
तू देख के क्या रंग हैं तेरा मेरे आगे

समंदर पीर का अन्दर हैं लेकिन रो नहीं सकता ,
यह आंसू प्यार का मोती हैं इसको खो नहीं सकता ,
मेरी चाहत को दुल्हन तू बना लेना मगर सुन ले,
जो मेरा हो नहीं पाया वोह तेरा हो नहीं सकता

भ्रमर कोई कुमुदनी पर मचल बैठा तोः हंगामा,
हमारे दिल में कोई ख्वाब पल बैठा तोः हंगामा,
अभी तक डूब कर सुनते थे सब किस्सा मोहोब्बत का,
मैं किस्से को हकीकत में बदल बैठा तोः हंगामा

Beneath A Laughing Face

As I remember the times we spend besides the lake,
I just wonder, was it love or was the feeling fake?

The fun rides, beach blues and the lush garden greens,
Without you around everything is not just seen.

Giving up everything, just for your sake,
Is there anything, that you forgot to take?

Waiting up all the time besides the phone to ring,
Catching to the tunes of the songs we sing.

As my heart breaks, I try to fall asleep,
But still all our memories make me flip.

With everyday, the feeling for you gets tender,
And every moment, makes my love grow stronger.

I really couldn’t stand the pressure or the pain,
Not talking to or not seeing you, makes me go insane.

I really wished, I felt that we were still one,
do you remember, all the laughter and the fun?

Sharing my love to someone else is not my case,
So I hide my broken heart beneath a laughing face।

-From Pravs World

कभी कभी शायरी.. फ़िल्म कभी कभी (1975)

This shayari is for one of my dear friend.
Who happens to be big fan of Kabhi Kabhi song and shayari...


गायक : मुकेश और लता मंगेशकर
संगीत : खय्याम
गीत : साहिर लुधियानवी

कभी कभी मेरे दिल में ख्याल आता है,
के जैसे तुझको बनाया गया है मेरे लिए..

तू अब से पहले सितारों में बस रही थी कहीं,
तुझे जमीं पे बुलाया गया हे मेरे लिए..

कभी कभी मेरे दिल में ख्याल आता है,
के ये बदन ये निघायें मेरी अमानत है..

यह गेशुओं कि घनी छाओं है मेरी खातिर,
ये होठ और ये बाहें मेरी अमानत है..

कभी कभी मेरे दिल में ख्याल आता है,
के जैसे बजती है शहेनाइयां सी राहों में..

सुहाग रात है घूंघट उठा रह हूँ में,
सिमट रही हे तु शर्मा के मेरी बाँहों में..

कभी कभी मेरे दिल में ख्याल आता है,
जैसे तू मुझे चाहेगी उम्रभर यूंही.

उठेगी मेरी तरफ प्यार की नज़र यूंही,
मैं जानता हूँ के तू ग़ैर मगर यूंही..
कभी कभी मेरे दिल में ख्याल आता है...

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कभी कभी मेरे दिल में ख्याल आता है,

की जिंदगी तेरी ज़ुल्फों की नर्म छाओं में गुजरने पाती
तो शादाब हो भी सकती थी.

मगर यह हो न सका, मगर यह हो न सका ,
और अब यह आलम है,
की तू नहीं, तेरा ग़म, तेरी जुस्तुजू भी नहीं.

गुज़र रही है कुछ इस तरह जिंदगी की जैसे,
इसे किसी के सहारे की आरजू भी नहीं.

ना कोई राह ना, ना कोई मंजिल, ना रौशनी का सोराघ
भटक रही है अंधेरों में जिंदगी मेरी,

इन्ही अंधेरों में रह जाऊँगा खोकर,
मैं जानता हूँ मेरी हमनाफाज़ , मगर यूँही

कभी कभी मेरे दिल में ख्याल आता है....

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मैं पल दो पल का शायर हूँ
पल दो पल मेरी कहानी है
पल दो पल मेरी हस्ती है
पल दो पल मेरी जवानी है
मैं पल दो पल का शायर हूँ

मुझसे पहेले कितने शायर आये और आकर चले गए
कुछ आन्हें भरकर लौट गए कुछ नगमे गा कर चले गए
वोह भी एक पल का किस्सा थे मैं भी एक पल का किस्सा हूँ
कल तुमसे जुदा हो जाऊंगा जो आज तुम्हारा हिस्सा हूँ
मैं पल दो पल का शायर हूँ

कल और आएंगे नगमों की खिलती कलियाँ चुननेवाले
मुझसे बेहतर कहनेवाले तुमसे बहेतर सुननेवाले
कल कोई मुझको याद करे क्यों कोई मुझको याद करे
मसरूफ ज़माना मेरे लिए क्यों वक़्त अपना बरबाद करे
मैं पल दो पल का शायर हूँ

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मैं हर एक पल का शायर हूँ
हर एक पल मेरी कहानी है
हर एक पल मेरी हस्ती है
हर एक पल मेरी जवानी है

रिश्तों का रूप बदलता है, बुनियादें ख़तम नहीं होती
ख्वाबों की और उमंगो की, मियादें ख़तम नहीं होती
एक फूल में तेरा रूप बसा एक फूल में मेरी जवानी है
एक चेहरा तेरी निशानी है, एक चेहरा मेरी निशानी है
मैं हर एक पल का शायर हूँ...

तुझको मुझको जीवन अमृत, अब इन हाथों से पीना है
इनकी धड़कन में बसना है, इनकी साँसों में जीना है
तू अपनी अदाएं बख्श इन्हें में अपनी वफाएं देता हूँ
जो अपने लिए सोची थी कभी, वोह सारी दुआएं देता हूँ
मैं हर एक पल का शायर हूँ...

Tribute to गुरुदत्त - Legendary फ़िल्म maker and great actor

My dad is big fan of gurudatt. Me too like his some movies and songs This one is little sad but somehow I like it.

जाने वो कैसे लोग थे जिनके
प्यार को प्यार मिला
हमने तो जब कलियाँ मांगी
काटों का हार मिला
जाने वो ...

खुशियों की मंजिल ढूँढी तो
गम की गर्द मिली
चाहत के नगमे चाहे तो
आन्हें सर्द मिली
दिल के बोझ को धुंधला कर गया जो गमका हार मिला
हमने तो जब ...

बिछड़ गया .. बिछड़ गया हर साथी देकर
पल दो पल का साथ
किसको फुरसत है जो थामे दीवानों का हाथ
हमको अपना साया तक अक़सर बेजार मिला
हमने तो जब ...

इसको ही जीना कहते हैं तो
यूँही जी लेंगे
उफ़ ना करेंगे लब सी लेंगे
आंसू पी लेंगे
गम से अब घबराना कैसा, गम सौ बार मिला
हमने तो जब ...

आते जाते ....फ़िल्म - मैंने प्यार किया

I just love this song.. And its written for Bhagyashree :)

आते जाते हंसते गाते
सोचा था मैंने मन में कई बार
वो पहली नज़र हल्का सा असर करता है
क्यों इस दिल को बेकरार
रुक के चलना चलके रुकना
ना जाने तुम्हें है किसका इंतज़ार
तेरा वो यकीन कहीं मैं तो नहीं
लगता है यही क्यों मुझको बार बार
येही सच है शायद मैंने प्यार किया
हाँ हाँ तुमसे मैंने प्यार किया


आते जाते हंसते गाते
सोचा था मैंने मन में कई बार
होंठों की कली कुछ और खिली
ये दिल पे हुआ है किसका इख्तिहार
तुम कौन हो बतला तो दो
क्यों करने लगी मैं तुमपे ऐतबार
खामोश रहूँ या मैं कह दूं
या कर लूं मैं चुपके से ये स्वीकार
येही सच है शायद मैंने प्यार किया
हाँ हाँ तुमसे मैंने प्यार किया